I thought it might be good to explain why I have made this blog to anyone that might happen upon the randomness of this page. At this point in the world no one really needs another webpage, blog, or whatever to waste time on. Honestly, most people should just smash their computer with a hammer and breathe in a deep sigh of relief. Computers break people out of having real relationships and make them slaves in a dark room. Its pretty lame but I see it happen all the time and I would like to apologize for adding to the noise.
The main reason that I would like to waste your precious time on the internet is that I would like to give my music out for free for anyone who would like it. I’m not sure who these people might be who would want to hear it but whatever. For a few years now I’ve intended on making an album. I don’t have one yet but I am writing music and recording it. In stead of printing a bunch of CD’s and trying to make money I thought it would be more fun just to give music away. If anyone actually wants to hear some of what is mostly junk music then I would like to give them that opportunity.
Another thing that I hope can be represented through this little activity (It is just a blog) are the things that have changed in my life. In the last 2 years I have started to get to know Jesus Christ. He is a real person whom I have met and my short relational experience with Him so far has been influential to say the absolute least.
The songs that are currently posted on this page were recorded when I was 19. When I hear these songs I hear a kid trying so hard to be something. That kid wants to be real and not fake which is only slightly noble. That kid thinks that being real only comes in the form of depression. I could never fully commit to depression but I really did try.
So I guess if you listen to any of the current stuff you can treat it like a history lesson. This is music that Josh made while in a slightly miserable state of mind. That may not sound appealing at all and that is totally fine but these songs are definitely not where I want this to end.
I am working on new things and this is where I plan on putting them.
